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"You say weapos;re both little people and you like it that way, but in time weapos;re gonna put this body to shame, grow old, wear a suit like my old man, pack up all my things and get my ass outta town, weapos;ve got it good, whether we like this town or not, I know itapos;s small but with a big head itapos;s bound to get hot. In the summer, but�in the summer is a bummer, if you canapos;t leave this pathetic excuse for a town, that holds all your memories, a lifetime of crushes and your broken dreams, to be anywhere but here, But baby anywhere is away from me."
-nevershoutnever

Just, I donapos;t know, Iapos;m in love with those lyrics.


I�chopped all my hair off, and went blonde. I�have a faux hawk and itapos;s adorable. My hair is less than an inch on the sides. Iapos;m thrilled with my appearence<3

Iapos;m in love with the way I�feel. I�feel satisfied with near everything that is happening. I�have friends. Good friends. I�know who to avoid and who I�should get to know. I�know what I�want, what I�donapos;t want, and what I�should want. I love where Iapos;m going in life. I�love knowing Iapos;m going to be accepted into beauty school next year while still attending high school. I love being happy.

Today was our last day of finals :D I�passed everything. I�went with taylor after school and I�gave her a rattail and she let me borrow some shirts and shoes. We all then went back to the school and watched Indiana Jones in the band room. I�really enjoyed it. Not the movie, but spending time with my friends. Levi gave me an amazing back massage, I�needed it. A lot. So in return I�gave him a scalp massage, which Iapos;m really good at. I�love him, heapos;s seriously the brother Iapos;ve never had. We all ran to taco bell as well which is always a riot with Jade and I in the car. We could not stop screaming. What else is new? ROFL. I�cannot stop saying rawffle. WTF. Baha. Iapos;m still working on my Tbell. I�bought the big box so I�could have some for lunch tomorrow.�I�get to spend the day with Jacob tomorrow. Iapos;m excited, we never get to anymore, itapos;ll be nice.
I�travel out to Tulsa next weekend for OBA for one of our final competitions. I�pray we do well. I�have so many thoughts lately and now that I�actually get to type them out, I canapos;t think of any? ROFL. Iapos;m watching Golden Girls, literally I�havenapos;t watched it in years. It brings back some good memories. Iapos;ve joined a church, and Iapos;ll be going to Mexico with them in the spring. Iapos;m excited. Iapos;m going out to Dallas this weekend to go shopping, I�love it. Things are so good, why? I donapos;t know but, I;m not complaining. My fingers are itchy. The weather has gotten chilly very fast. It was in the 70apos;s yesterday and today it was around 59 all day. SO cold. I�found my glasses and I�think Iapos;m getting used to them. Everyone thinks I�look cute in them. I�like to think so. I�have to figure out a costume for Chereeapos;s party on Friday. We have a football game in Lawton on Friday. Weapos;re having a police escort and military check so that no one can enter with firearms due to all the gang shootings from Lawton towards Duncan. Iapos;m not scared, but I�think itapos;s all just a little lame? kdljafda, I�kind of wish I�was tired, I�just feel zombiish. ZOMBIE? I�can be a zombie for the pary heyyyy. Mmkay, I�think Iapos;m done updating rofl. <3
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